by balabala angel
Yesterday was my 22nd birthday. My friends brought me out for a movie and they bought me dinner at my favourite Korean BBQ restaurant. I was supposed to feel happy and contented for all that they had done for me.
Unfortunately I'm not.
It was undeniably a pleasant birthday celebration, but I wasn't feeling the most comfortable the whole time. I really appreciate what they had done for me but I just couldn't feel truly happy on the inside.
I know I sound like an ungrateful brat, but...
I just don't feel connected to them at all.
I feel so bad.
They treated me so well.
I just don't feel like I deserve that kind of love they showered on me.
Thank you and sorry.