by nonameguy
It's my first year at uni, and it has been 2 months since the new semester started.
Last Saturday was my 21st birthday. Early in the morning, my mom called and wished me. That's when I remembered that it was my birthday.
Just when I was wondering how I could be celebrating my birthday, I thought maybe I should check my Whatsapp or DMs on IG to see if anyone actually remembers. As cliche as this sound, there was none. No wishes from anyone.
Then I thought why not spoil myself with a nice dinner but I didn't know who I could invite to go with me.
"My new schoolmate? But I don't even know them that well. "What if they think I'm just overreacting over a simple birthday? "Would they think that I'm forcing them to spend time with me?"
Thoughts like these flashed through my mind, so I decided to stay back in my room.
The next day my mom called and asked how I've spent my birthday. I dare not say anything that might worry her. Instead I told her I'm pretty lucky and happy. There are many friends who celebrated with me, and that I should hang the phone because my friends are waiting.
I don't know what's the point of telling this story, I do not actually feel lonely about this, just a little disappointed but I definitely do not think negatively of this.